Lyrics....

Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you I suppose
Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
If I could...... Turn back the years
If you could..... Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
If I could........ Turn back the years
If you could.... Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
If I could.......... Turn back the years
If you could....... Learn to forgive me
Then I could Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel

Reply
I have seen
Too many sad eyes look at me
The eyes that set me free
All the places that I've been

Thank you for
The letters that you thought you wrote in vain
And for
The times you chose to stand out in the rain
And wait
For me

Your words help me to see
A little honesty
In a world that doesn't share
And your eyes
Tell the story of your pain
Severity of your disdain
In a world that doesn't care

So thank you for
The letters that you thought you wrote in vain
And for
The times you chose to stand out in the rain
And wait
For me

You understand my pain
From this I gather strength
In that we are the same

So thank you for
The letters that you thought you wrote in vain
And for
The times you chose to stand out in the rain
And wait
The life I live would never be the same
Without you here

That's all for now...Everything Changes is one of my favorite songs now. It just fits....

It's been a while.......

I have been spending most of my time reading and writing recently. I have read four chapters in Ann Coulter's new book and I am addicted. I also picked up True Believer by Nicholas Sparks this weekend. I havent started it yet.

Th rest of my time has been consumed by writing poetry, letters or anything that allows me to be expressive. I enjoy spending the latter half of my lunch at work on a blanket, under a shade tree (half in the sun), earbuds in (MP3 Player turned up) with my pen and paper, feverishly writing. Does it turn out well? Sometimes but not always....some of it is well...crap..but at least I know it..well off to write more and read my book before bed.

A tribute...

Here is a little photo tribute to my cousin and her beautiful family!




He is a little man!!


TA DA! I believe this was Maggie pointing to the movie "Shark Tale" during the song 'car wash.' Either way it is a cute picture!
And here is me, Maggie, Amy, Bentley and my uncle Mike.

Maggie and Bentley sharing a chair and being oh so adoreable!

Here's to many more fun pictures and cherished memories. :)